http://www.cultureunplugged.com/play/8224/Hulduf--lk-102
This in turn reminded me of an essay written by Mat Jacobsen under the pen name of Buck Young which I loved the first time I read it. I am the one in the rainbow jumper by the way!
An Historical Overview of the
Whereabouts of Gnomes and Elves, Fauns and Faeries, Goblins, Ogres, Trolls and
Bogies, Nymphs, Sprites, and Dryads, Past and Present
A long,
long time ago the Earth belonged to the creatures of the wood.. By creatures of
the wood I mean gnomes and elves, fauns and faeries, goblins, ogres, trolls and
bogies, nymphs, sprites and dryads. They tended it and took care of it, played
in it, danced and sang in it, cared for wounded animals, worked out disputes
between species, sat on mushrooms discussing matters of import and drinking
labrador tea, rode down streams on leaves and bark, and parachuted from trees
with dandelion seeds. This was the world into which mankind was born.
These early
days, when man was but a newly arrived dinner guest who hadn't yet taken over
the entire house, are fairly well documented in the literature and folklore of
the world, so there's no need to go into it here. What I am interested in, and
what I am asking you to be interested in, is the question "where did all
the gnomes and elves, fauns and faeries, goblins, ogres, trolls and bogies,
nymphs, sprites and dryads go?"
The
friction between man and the wood creatures began with the discovery of
agriculture. With the discovery of agriculture, civilisation arose and spread.
The forests were cleared to provide wood for shelter and fields for pasture and
crops. Mankind had set up camp. No longer just a visitor in somebody else's
world, he pushed the wild back from his newly build doorstep. At first this
wasn't a problem. There weren't many people and everyone else felt that it was
only fair to allot them their own little half acre to do with as they wished.
Some of them even decided to help out. Gnomes moved into the barnhouses and
helped out with the gardening chores. The devic spirits of the vegetables
helped the humans better organise their crops and plan rotation, and taught
them the correlation between planetary and lunar cycles and the agricultural
year, plant radishes when the moon is in Cancer, harvest when the moon is in
Taurus. Many trolls felt that the heaping piles of manure were a change for the
better and decided to stick around too.
The rest of
the wood creatures just backed off into the wood, occasionally playing
mischievous tricks on the new settlers like turning the milk sour, rearranging
furniture, tipping the cows, tickling the people's faces in their sleep and
occasionally stealing babies and leaving bundles of wood in their place.
But man's
dominion spread [and spread and spread and spread] and the forests got smaller
and smaller and smaller. Things got real crowded in the woods and things were
getting worse in civilisation. Most farmers weren't listening to the devic
spirits anymore. People found that they could increase their output by
disregarding the needs of the Earth. They were raising productivity and killing
the soil. Petrochemicals were just a step away. Most of the devic spirits and
the gnomes fled. The trolls stayed. Today they live mostly under bridges and in
the shallow mucky ditches beneath the metal grating on farm roads that cows are
afraid to cross. Be sure to honk your horn before driving over one of these. A
troll may be hanging from the grate, swinging over its living room, as they are
apt to do after rolling in muck and manure. If you don't give a warning honk,
you may run over its fingers, and it's not a great idea to get either your name
or your license plate number on a troll's shite list.
Now there
is little wild land left at all and even that is shrinking at an unprecedented
rate. There is simply not enough space for all the gnomes, elves, fauns and
faeries, goblins, ogres, trolls and bogies, nymphs, sprites and dryads.
So where
are they?
Are they
dead?
No.
So where
did they go?
The answer
is a bit surprising. They didn't go anywhere.
We did.
Early
humans had an intuitive knowledge of their role in nature, just as bears and
racoons and mice and every other critter does. They understood from the ways of
the wild around them that nothing ever comes from nowhere and nothing ever just
disappears. Things change form. Death is necessary for life to continue. They
offered up their kills as sacrifices to the gods of nature. They offered praise
, prayer, sacrifice and song to the spirits of the wild, to brother buffalo,
brother deer, brother fish and brother tree.
Now we know
that everything that has ever existed continues to exist, in one form or
another and as far as we can tell, they were more aware of that back then than
we are now. So the sacrifice, song, praise and prayer did not ensure the
immortality of the slaughtered either in body or in spirit. That was already
taken care of. What it did ensure was the continuance of the connection between
the spirit of the slaughterer and the spirit of the slaughtered. Killing is
risky business. The membrane separating the internal from the external is not necessarily as thick or as clearly
defined as we have come to believe. Every time we kill we risk killing the
reality of that thing inside ourselves aswell as outside. We risk breaking the
connections that lead in and out of the mebrane. Taking life to feed life
requires a keen understanding of the natural law of give and take. When we lost
that understanding, gave up the songs, the sacrifice, the prayers, the praise, we
lost the connection. Saying grace is not enough.
When we
lose those connections everything becomes dead- fish, rivers, frogs, mice, even
each other. There is no way they can reach inside us anymore. The five senses
we are left with are not enough. We have given up those connections in exchange
for the freedom to clear out forests with skidders, turn cows into milk
machines and chickens into egg factories. We can experiment on animals , club
seals, wear mink coats, exterminate passenger pigeons, dodo birds, whales,
bear, dolphin and condor. Not a twinge of guilt. The lines have been severed.
And we are
all under the impression that it is the forests, the creatures, the spirits and
the wildlands that are disappearing from the universe and not us. Not so. Thinking
that is like thinking if you stand on the end of a limb and saw that limb from
the tree the tree will fall and you will remain standing. Bugs Bunny might be
able to get away with it but we can't. When a marionette cuts its strings, the
puppeteer doesn't collapse to the ground. When a spider severs the lines that
connects its web to the trees, the forest doesn't fall away.
It is we
who have fallen away from the real world into a world where we may carry out
our twisted sterile dreams without threatening the Earth and its inhabitants.
Ever wonder why the trees and the frogs no longer talk to us as they did in the
early tales of the Native Americans, the Hindus, the Africans, the Bible? It's
because we're not around to talk to anymore. Every clearout, every vivisection,
every mechanised slaughter of cow, pig or chicken moves our dream world farther
and farther from the tree, making a reunification, which is still possible more
and more difficult.
Somewhere
not so far from here, in the real world, the ancient forests are still
standing, the buffalo roam the prairies, they sky is full of condors, the deer
and the antelope play and dodo birds
wander the sandy beaches bumping into things.
Where there
are sill wildlands in our dream world strong connections still exist. Bridges,
tunnels and portals. Occasionally a traveller will get lost in the wilderness
and find himself in the real world returning the next day to find that a
hundred years had passed, or never returning at all.
There are
more ephemeral connections as well- brooks and waterfalls, where you can still
hear voices from the other side, if you listen carefully enough. When they sit
by these waters they hear loud clanking and screams. When they eat psilocybin
everything stops glowing, and condos rise where forests stand. Our children can
see their world in their dreams. Their children see ours in their nightmares.
And there
is another connection. Sometimes agents from the other side infiltrate our
world in an attempt to expedite the reunification. Believe it or not they miss
us over there. Sometimes more often than you might think- they send souls over
to our world to be born as human babies- sort of like a socialist communist or
an anarchist entering the American political arena and running for office in an
attempt to effect change from the inside. There are quite alot of them
actually- gnomes and elves, fauns and faeries, goblins, ogres, trolls and
bogies, nymphs, sprites, and dryads- running around in human bodies, doing
crazy things like writing on walls, working in co-ops, running inns in the
mountains, talking to themselves on the streets, making pottery, illustrating
children's books, spiking trees and blowing up tractors. They are planning
bio-dynamic gardens, sitting in the backyard naked, arguing with Satan. They
are in asylums pumped full of thorazine, in the classroom on Ritalin and
lithium. They live with Indians. They run recycling centres. They are starting
revolutions, corrupting the young, inventing paranoid conspiracy theories, making
up religions. They're directing movies, gobbling and drinking heavily and
writing poetry.
The
transition from their world to ours is not an easy one. Intricate rituals and
incantations are involved. The transition is not easy on the soul. A great deal
is lost. They may have no idea who or what they are at first. They may or may
not find out . They will know that they are not like everybody else. They will
know that this world shot theirs. They will faintly remember something better,
where things made sense and worked like they ought to, where love and magic had
the power to heal. They will know what makes other people happy does not make
them happy. They will know that what makes them happy makes them happier than
anyone else alive. They will see things that others cannot see, hear things
that others cannot hear, feel things others cannot feel and know things others
do not know. The will laugh a great deal or cry a great deal or both. They will
love humans individually, but have a hard time with humanity as a whole that
may occasionally approach loathing. They will have a handful of very close
friends, and often be very lonely. They will be unhappiest when forced to act
like a human and do the things that humans do , want the things that humans
want or when the are convinced that they actually are one. Things will not be
easy for them.
Because of
their memories of the other side the world will seem to them to be a wondrous
calliope with just a few teeth missing on one side of the cogs, and because of
this tiny deficiency the music is all off key, the horses are crashing into
each other and the children are frightened, bruised and crying.
The
solutions will seem obvious and noone else will listen. They will be repeatedly
punished for shouting FIRE! In a crowded building when the buildings are in
flames no one else can see. They will get slapped on the wrist for pointing to
the EXIT signs when everyone else is running around screaming and trampling
each other.
They will
be zealous, fanatical and didactic about their beliefs. They will feel utterly
confused. They will have ecstatic visions and babble incoherently. They will be
extremely articulate. They are prone to long periods of silence. They have no
idea how to say what they really mean. They will spend a lot of time with
children and animals. They will become drunkards and dope fiends, organic
gardeners, Essene soapmakers, carpenters, madmen, magicians, jugglers and
clowns, lunatic physicists, painters and scribblers, travellers and wanderers.
They will
dress in bright colours, frumpy sweaters or all in black. They will smoke too
much and drink too much. They will eat only macrobiotic food. They will develop
addictions to mountain dew.
They will
often be accused of living in their own fantasy world. They will make great
lovers. Yeah even the trolls.
They will
spend too much time either making love or thinking about it. They will speak to
inanimate objects. They will have much brighter eyes than everyone else. They
will expect their magic to work in this world and their love to heal and they
will by crushed by this world and often they won't expect it.
It will
come close to killing them.
They will
visit the places where the connections still exist- the waterfalls, the
mountains, the ocean, the forests. They will draw on all the power they have
and sometimes, sometimes the magic will work.
And
everything will be wondrously easy. The teeth will grow back on the calliope's
cog, the tune will right itself, the horses will bob gracefully up and down,
around and around and the children will giggle and sing with cotton candy stuck
to their cheeks and noses. They will spend their days trying to reconnect a
branch that millions are still busy sawing away at. Often it will be more than
they can bear.
While the
rest of humanity is busy working on new and more efficient ways to lay waste to
the Earth with a push of a button they are saving it a handful at a time. They
will share a common conviction that they are the only sane individuals in a
world gone mad. They will be right.
Arilx
You lost me a bit in the first half of this post and then I "clicked right in" from about the point halfway through where it went on from "see things that others cannot see, feel things that others cannot feel" etc and I thought "Yep...got that...". I think there are places where ...just maybe....a few people "remember what is" and its one of them I am moving to right now. I don't "remember". My memory is absolutely appalling and a complete source of chagrin to me...but who knows from here on in....
ReplyDeleteThere is an "undercurrent" that I have noticed is quite visible where I am going. It even boils down to things like me wondering "How come it seems to be far from uncommon to do stone circles or something like in so many places there?" and wondering if there is some sort of "folk memory" going on there or something of "other realms". This is new to me and I'm not used to this. Anyways...for right now...I'm busy making all the practical arrangements (all those things like arranging to set up the services there/getting in a succession of workmen to work on the house I am buying) and all looks a bit "frantic" about getting it set-up. However, I have already started to make arrangements to meet people there and, hopefully, make new friends. Nervous now.....
Anyways....Aril....you are seeing what you yourself are in some respects. You yourself are a pretty special sort of person.